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It was a very simple service; no more than 15 minutes long. We laid
fifteen poppies in front of a picture of the ship, recited the naval
prayer and rang our ship's bell 15 times. At that point I though it was
the end of the story. I was proud of myself and of the cadets; hopefully
the memory of the ship and of these men would not be forgotten. At least
I was doing something, small but hopefully meaningful and something the
cadets could do each year. That’s how it started almost 15 years
ago.
It was here that my involvement with the ship, has lead me to three
visits to the island of Iceland. Twice I have had the honour to be the
naval escort officer to groups of Canadian Naval Veterans and leading
them back to Iceland. I have been asked to tell about my experience and
my relationship with the ship, I never thought my simple service would
ever amount to this.
However my experience is not about what I have done, but learning something
about that fatal night, over 60 years ago, and knowing that is it more
than just a single paragraph in a history book.
From the beginning of my first remembrance service and each year after,
more and more people were coming out to attend it. Naval Veterans,
family members, and Skeena survivors all started to attend, more and
more each year. From what was just a simple service was now annual event,
getting bigger and bigger each year. On the 60th anniversary of the cadet
unit, we held a HMCS Skeena reunion at our home unit in Port Hope. This
was the result of our annual remembrance service gaining popularity each
year.
Up until this time, many of the crew members were still very private
about the night their ship sank and were not willing to share their thoughts
with me. It was at this reunion that I started to ask these elderly veterans
what it was like being so young attending a funeral service for their “buddies”.
To my surprise, not one of the 2 dozen men that I talked to could remember
the service. Even they were amazed, as they all knew they were there,
not one could remember. I could these men struggle with their thoughts
all weekend, starting to recall different events that fatal night, however
still struggling with the loss of memory of the funeral service. I happened
to then meet the reverend that buried the Skeena dead. Surly he would
remember, and it was what he told me that also affected me.
Chris he told me, “ I was stationed in Iceland with the air force
for the most part of the war. All through the war I buried allied sailors
and airmen. I oversaw the service of many men, but it is the Skeena
crew that I remember the most. I cannot get it out of my mind. I can
not get over the size of the hole in the ground for so many men”.
For you see the Skeena dead were buried in a mass grave. Although they
were laid side by side, a single grave was dug. Here was a man of faith,
a person that we would all turn to help when we are in despair; 60 years
later still affected by the size of the hole in the ground for so many
men.
Now imagine, you are 18-20 years old, may be attending your very first
funeral service, and they you are looking down at the bodies of your
buddies side by side in a mass grave. I for the first time realized how
this tragic event could affect one's mind. It was for the first time
that I realized that the story of HMCS Skeena was more than just a small
paragraph in a history book.
It was at that time I decided I was going to travel to Iceland for the
60th anniversary of the loss of the crew and the ship. When I first mentioned
my idea, everyone thought I was crazy. Even the veterans had doubts, “why
in the world would we want to go back, there’s nothing there”, “I
was there 60 years ago, so why would I want to go back” were the
common responses. However I had decided that if there was no interest,
I would go by myself.
But in the fall 2004, after 3 years of frustrating planning, I escorted
22 Canadians, made up of veterans, family members of the deceased, cadets,
and fellow naval officers back to Iceland. We all gathered from as far
as way as British Columbia, Winnipeg, Montreal, New Brunswick and the
state of Florida. We all gathered in Boston and flew from Boston International
Airport, as there were no flights to Iceland from Canada at that time,
and landed at Keflavik Airport, Iceland’s International Airport.
When we first got onto the bus at the airport, I remember the bus driver
asking me what this Skeena was all about. After telling him why we were
in country, he said not to worry he would take care of us. Take care
of us is an understatement; the country treated us like royalty. A bigger
bus was provided for us, so veterans would be more comfortable, Canadian
flags were flown at the hotel and at different places we went to, and
the local bus excursion company treated us to an exclusve tour of the
Icelandic country side.
Later I had the honour to officiate the remembrance service at the gravesite
of the Skeena crew members. Thinking it was only going to be attended
by our group, I was shocked as over 200 people gathered in the cemetery,
Canadians and Icelanders coming together in remembrance of this ship.
It was here that I first meet the family of the late Einar Sigurdsson.
I had read that Einar rescued many of the stranded sailors, bringing
them safely ashore; even today this rescue in numbers is the largest
in Icelandic Marine History. Einar’s family greeted us with
the warmth that is usually reserved for family and friends. They treated
us to a great reception, attended by all members of their family and
the Canadian Ambassador to Iceland. Traditional Icelandic food was served
and we had the opportunity to try over 14 different kinds of Icelandic
fish dishes. Our visit was a special event for our new Icelandic friends
as the loss of the Skeena is part of their family history. Throughout
the offices of their family fishing business, were pictures of our ship
the Skeena. Also proudly displayed was Einar’s medal and his citation
from King George VI. For his efforts Einar was awarded The Order
of the British Empire for his bravery, however because of the war and
the need for secrecy, was told to keep his efforts private. Later in
his life, although his grand children pressed him for information about
his medal he always said it really was for nothing.
It was also during this first trip that the Einar’s family put
us aboard their two fishing trawlers, both named Adalbjorg after Einar’s
original trawler that was used to ferry many of the survivors back and
forth from the stranded ship. They sailed us to the shores off Videy,
the exact location where the Skeena was lost. It was here that the veterans
were able to cast into the waters, a wreath made by the cadets, adorned
with 15 poppies, both ships using their horns saluting the memory of
the Skeena. The ships name Adalbjorg I have been told is an Icelandic
women’s name, but I have been told that if translated into English,
it means “the main rescue”. What an appropriate name for
a ship that saved many a life from the Skeena.
We were also treated to a reception and tour of the headquarters of
the Icelandic Coast Guard. It was here that one of the veterans told
a story about removing the pistol charges from the depth chargers; this
small detonator was removed to prevent a charge from exploding in the
event of a sinking. Standard practice was to throw this small blasting
cap overboard before abandoning ship. In miscommunication between English
and Icelandic the Icelandic Coast Guard thought the entire depth charge
was thrown overboard. After we returned back to Canada, they sent divers
down looking for hazardous material, found none, but to everyones surprise,
located and raised the ship's propeller. This was a rare find, as the
hull of the ship was raised and sold for scrap metal at the end of the
war. Finding the propeller, which had been ripped from the ship as she
was blown against the rocks was a total shock to everyone, including
our new Icelandic friends. It was at this point we decided that we would
raise funds and erect a monument in memory of the lost crew using the
propeller as the main feature of the monument.
In the summer of 2005 I traveled back again to Iceland with my daughter
to see this propeller first hand and assist with the selection of a proper
spot to build the monument. It is hard to explain the feeling, seeing
this huge relic setting in the shipyard, all covered in seaweed and mud,
knowing that it is the only surviving part of the ship. Being the first
Canadians, my daughter and I, to see such a site was quite the sensation.
I borrowed a scraper and wire brush from one of the shipyard workers,
cleaning part of the hub off trying to reveal some sort of builder’s
markings or stamp on the hub. To our surprise, we uncovered the letters
HMCS. We frantically kept working hoping to see the first letter in the
word Skeena, and there it was, the “S”. Both my daughter
and I working together, hands covered in mud, scraping away, only for
her to announce, “Dad, it does not say Skeena”, I looked
down and to my amazement she was right, it said HMCS Saguenay.
Earlier I told you that the Saguenay is the sister ship to the Skeena.
So how in the world did the propeller from the Saguenay end up on the
bottom of the ocean floor in Iceland, when the Saguenay was never in
Iceland. She was taken out of service in 1942 after a collision with
another vessel and spent part of the war as a training vessel in St.
John.
My daughter and I, immediately went to the Canadian Embassy to use their
phone, a couple of phone calls back to Canada to discover that the Skeena
went into refit around 1943 and in the efforts to repair the Skeena,
spare parts from the Saguenay were used to repair the Skeena, thus it
was at this time the propeller was replaced.
In August 2006, once again I traveled back to Iceland for a third time.
This time being in attendance with the Canadian Ambassador, military
reps from Canada, the United States, Italy and Norway, veterans from
the ship, Einar’s family, members of the Videy Island Association
and Ministers of the Icelandic Government, we unveiled the newly cleaned
up propeller as a monument in memory of our ship, in memory of the men
who lost their lives and in memory to a special man who is remembered
for saving so many lives. The propeller, now a monument, sits on
a very large flat rock, in a field were the men of the Skeena had to
walk through to be rescued. A short walk away, on a wooden boardwalk
that was built, is the cove were the men came ashore and died. Alongside
the propeller is a bronze plaque, inscribed with the history of the ship,
the story of the rescue mission, and the names of all 15 crew members
who perished that fatal night.
However my true experience is learning something about each of them
and being able to share it with others so that it will never be forgotten.
Norm, touching and seeing his brother’s grave for the first time,
crying and hugging me, thanking me for taking him to Iceland. He shares
with me a story; the last time he saw his brother was standing in the
doorway in his new naval uniform, going off to war. Norm was only 8 years
at the time, proud of having a big brother navy, but now crying seeing
his brother’s grave for the first time.
A veteran by the name Swede, hugging me, then saluting me, thanking
me for getting him to Iceland. He then curses me, as this had been first
time in 60 years that he shed a tear. He also smiles, nods his head,
and says "well done".
Norm, who tells me how he entered a life raft and at the last moment
gets out. Jumping back on board he turns and watches the raft washing
away, still today questioning why he got out, and so many of his friends
did not. Norm was a survivor; today his friends are buried in Iceland.
Gordie, who fought through the huge waves, swimming for his life to
reach shore, spending the entire night, huddled among the rocks, in the
dark cold freezing conditions. Today he still cannot understand why he
survived, but the fellow who he was with, being much larger and stronger
would not wake up in the morning. Gordie survived but his shipmate died
during the night from exposure.
Ted, who tells me of his travels across the island in the dark, being
wet, freezing in the cold wind, snow being blown all around him, the
sound of the wind and the surf as the waves crashed on shore behind him,
not understanding why he survived nor how he made his way across the
island.
Leighton, who shared his personal war diary with me, twice I have
spent the entire night with him as we read his diary about each and every
day he was a member of the ship’s crew. He shares with me,
memories of enemy attacks, and stories regarding Skeena’s role
during the landings at Normandy.
Gord; presents me with a pyjama top that he wore in the hospital. At
first it appears to be an old stained piece of clothing. But as he turns
it around, for you see that he had each and every survivor sign it back
in 1944.
Lou; another veteran and another survivor. His son contacts me after
I got back from Iceland the first time. Lou is close to death and he
can’t remember what happened so long ago in Iceland. For all he
can remember is being on the shores of Videy Island. He wants to tell
his story to his son, but can remember any details. I present the pyjama
top to Lou, hoping that he may remember one of his shipmates. He studies
each and every name, and stops at one name. At this very moment he remembers
what had happened so long ago, for he found his own name on that old
pyjama top. Before he dies he is able to share his story with his son.
Isaac, shares with me the story of his brother, the officials had a
hard time identifying one of the last bodies before the funeral. His
brother’s body was almost unidentifiable because of the bruising,
and broken bones as his brother’s body was smashed repeatedly against
the rocks. This body was only identified after the others were identified
first, no scientific methods here, only a series of elimination.
I was also with Einar’s family as letter is read that we here
in Canada received from a veteran in England, who writes to us describing
how an Icelandic man, chest deep in ice cold water, pulled guys out of
the water, hour after hour, wishing that I may be able to find out who
this man was, and if I did, I would pass his thanks to his family for
saving his life. I read this in the presence of three granddaughters,
who for the first time hear about their grandfather’s bravery.
The story of the family at Mogilsa, across the bay from Videy Island,
who awoke in the morning to find, confused way there were so many men
of “colour”, as she describes it, washed up on their beach.
She describes that the colour of their skin did not matter; they brought
these me into their home hoping to revive them. Using bedding and linens
to clean them up, now realizing that these men were from the stranded
ship Skeena. The kitchen floor in their home was ruined from the oil
and salt water. After the fact the British government wish to compensate
the family for their financial losses, but all the family asked
for was a new battery operated radio for their home.
Finally Olivia, widow of Ed; on the first trip to Iceland, Ed became
sick and I spent the entire night in the hospital with him. Before leaving
for Iceland, Ed was only a stranger to me, however as he laid in the
hospital, we laughed and we cried all night long as he shared his life
with me, telling me stories about the navy and what life was like being
on the ship Skeena. Ed never really recovered and passed on shortly after
getting back to Canada. On my third trip back to Iceland, his widow Olivia
also came, as on his deathbed, Ed said that if Chris ever went back to
Iceland, she was to go with him. At the time of the unveiling of the
monument, Olivia whispered in my ear that Ed was here with us. Being
polite, I said it was a beautiful day, and of course Ed was with us in
sprit for the entire trip. She said no, as Ed was in her purse, for she
had brought Ed’s ashes back to Iceland, and as part of Ed’s
wishes I spread Ed among the rocks where he and his buddies came ashore
so many years ago. Olivia and I shared a giggle together at dinner that
night, for you see it was very windy that day, and I think I had more
Ed on me than what was scattered amongst the rocks.
Over 60 years have past since the loss of the ship, and with each passing
year there are less veterans from the ship around to tell the stories,
however the memory of the ship is alive very much alive. My new friend
Ottar in Iceland has just completed and released a book in Iceland. Although
it is in Icelandic it tells the story of HMCS Skeena and the men who
sailed her. Another friend in Iceland, Sievenn is an independent filmmaker.
He has filmed all of the events, and is hopeful that one day a documentary
film may be produced. Even in Port Hope, we are now in possession of
other artifacts that many of the men saved from the stranded ship. One
sailor returned to the stranded ship and cut off the helm in the wheelhouse.
It now hangs on the wall in our hall. Another sailor took all of the
banners in the flag locker when he returned back to the ship. These flags
now hang on the walls of our building. Another survivor presented to
us the white battle ensign of the Royal Canadian Navy that flow on the
stern of the Skeena. All pieces of the ship that we thought were lost
now are proudly displayed in the current ship Skeena.
On behalf of all veterans that I have escorted back, they would like
to say thanks to people of Iceland for their warm hospitality that was
shown to them during every part of their journey.
It has been a journey where naval sailors have been able to share stories
with Icelandic fisherman, a journey were veterans who are now grandfathers
can tell the story to the granddaughters of the man who saved them. It
was a journey that started with friendly handshakes and smiles and ended
with sincere embraces and tears, and for that we are grateful to the
people of Iceland, for what was done 60 years ago and what is done today.
Since my 3 trips to Canada, my journey with the ship has not diminished.
Last fall I was the guest of the Icelandic Government, and was received
by the Icelandic Ambassador to Canada in our nations capital. I
spoke about my experience at an event hosted by the Ambassador and that
evening my wife Tracey and I were dinner guests of the Ambassador at
the Embassy. Also in attendance were the wife and Mayor of Reykjavik,
and also the wife and the President of the Icelandic League.
Recently I have obtained papers from Ottawa, detailing the investigation
into the events what happened that night the Skeena went aground. The
commanding officer and members of his staff were court marshaled and
were found guilty of hazarding the ship. Believe it or not, but the court
proceedings did not make one mention of the men who lost their lives.
Not one mention of the daring rescue mission that saved so many lives.
Surprisingly I discovered a letter, where senior naval personnel were
fearful that if the truth was released, family members of the deceased
could hold the officers of the ship personally responsible and their
lives would be ruined forever.
And just last week a movie producer from the History/Discovery Channel
contacted me. Wishing to interview me about my story and relationship
with HMCS Skeena
People ask me why I have the spent so time and money on this project?
What is my passion, what drives me to keep doing this? In short
I say I never started this looking for any type of fame, nor did I ever
imagine that my simple act of laying 15 poppies in front of a picture
would ever end up like this.
But what I do is for my dear friend Norm Perkins, a Skeena survivor.
I also do this in memory of my dear friends the late Ed Parsons, the
late Leighton Steinhoff, and the late Ted Maidman. All survivors of the
Skeena, who I have escorted to Iceland, and who have now passed on. All
friends that have shared their stories with me.
I also do this in memory of those still in Iceland:
- JOSEPH BLAIS,
- ARCHIE APOSTOLOS
- DESMOND COOK
- GORD DAVIDSON
- MELVIN ELLIS,
- LLOYD GABOUREL
- RALPH HANCOCK
- JOSEPH JANOS
- JOSEPH JOHNSTON
- ED PRESSNER
- RITCHIE SEATH
- JIM SILK
- KEN STEWART
- AB UNGER
- LEO WATSON
In closing I would like to quote the words of Isaac, brother of Ab Unger.
Isaac has been with me twice in Iceland and his brother Ab is buried
in Reykjavik Cemetery.
They died, not in battle but in the tempest shock,
In the midnight in the snow.
As heroically as men in armed conflict die, at sea or in the air
Or on some distant shore.
Hail to the brave! The brave that are no more.
To Isaac’s quote, I would like to add,
I will remember them.
Lt(N) Chris Barker, CD
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